It's been another rough couple months trying to get through Valentine's and my husband's birthday. The kids and I have been missing him so much! They say the first year has many rough spots because of all the "firsts," and that's what we've been dealing with a lot lately. So, I went to the store and bought a helium tank and balloons. We filled the balloons then wrote messages to Michael on them before releasing them into the sky on his birthday. I broke down in tears and cried for most the afternoon after doing this. It's so hard and so painful! Michael, we love you and we miss you so much!!!